You know what? You don't matter to me. You're trying to put this all on me, and you know that it's not entirely my fault. Sure, I know what happened is partly my fault, but all I was doing was defending my close friend because she's too nice to do it herself. You really hurt her, and I'm tired of seeing her sad over you because you honestly don't care about her. If you're going to be putting her through this all the time, I don't approve of it. I didn't say what I said to you because of our own differences. I said it to help her. You don't appreciate everything she's done for you, and all you're doing to her is weigh her down with stress and sadness that she doesn't deserve. If defending my friend means that people start to not like me because of you twisting my words and exaggerating the story, I honestly don't care because I know in my heart that what I did was right. If you ever end up reading this, I don't want you to talk to me anymore. I don't want you to be two-faced to me. You're probably running your mouth about me to other people, and I'm not about to start worrying about that. I have better things to do than stress over this unnecessary drama you're bringing. I just don't understand why you're making this such a big deal. You could've just talked to me about it rather than start talking bullshit. Stop talking to me like you actually care about me. The only time I'll ever talk to you again is if we have to talk about choir. Other than that, I don't want you in my life anymore if you're going to be like this. So goodbye.
Thanks to everyone who tried to calm me down, even if it barely worked. Special thanks to Lorisa for going with me all the way to Milpitas and making me forget everything that went on. You made my day. Thanks to all the people who said this to me:
"Mia, everyone loves YOU, not her. Look at how many friends she has lost over things like this. Eventually, they'll see her true nature."
"Aw, Mia. Don't worry about it. We all love you."
"What the hell is going on!? Do I need to come over there and whoop some ass?"
"If I see her outside of this room, someone better hold me back."
"... your the bestest friend anyone could ever have."
Just as long as I know my true and closest friends know what exactly happened, then I'm fine. I don't need all of the friends in the world. I already have the best.
1 comment:
"if i see her outside this room, hold me back so i dont kick her ass" thats me =] hahahaha. i just wanted to establish that
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