As I was eating lunch with Keli, Hamed, and Nikki at Panda Express, I cracked open my fortune cookie. The little slip of paper explained so much to me. This is what it said: "People who expect nothing will never be disappointed." Maybe this is a sign to not get my hopes up for anything. Just live life and let things happen. We'll see. I just want to make progress instead of always taking one step forward and two steps back. Just have to keep going..

What is this feeling I'm getting? I don't know how to explain it, and I'm getting scared. I don't like being in the dark.