The people who know you the best,

hurt you the most.

It has come to my realization that 2008 is almost over. There has been a lot of changes in this past year, but for some reason, I'm still not learning. I'm still in square one, like I've been for the past ten months. The only difference is the impacts of the pain. I've been slowly breaking down this year instead of getting stronger. You would think that I would have learned my lesson. Apparently not. Still stuck in the same space. Maybe I moved back a few steps. Who knows. All my 2008 goals were not achieved. None. And that's what disappoints me the most. Mia, you failed.