rant.

1. It's actually helping me a little bit. Not going on FB or Tumblr, you know. Not seeing constant reminders of something I'll never be a part of. I just have to keep myself busy all the time so I don't think about it. Uh oh, there's gonna be tomorrow. Six Flags with them. But hopefully, I could just chill with the guys and none of the girls. It's just too much now. But whatever. Mark wants me to spend the night with all of them. Still thinking if I want to do that or not. Hm..
2. I'm seeing Dirklao today and chilling with him! I'm hecka excited and happy. Nooo jokes. Time for an update on our lives. REMINDER: Give him back his yearbook from eighth grade that I was never able to write in ):
3. I got into the Honors Program! Maybe this is a good sign for me. Time to leave the past and bullshit behind me cause well, it's time for college. And college is where none of my bullshit from my dad's family or my own bullshit past will catch up with me, hopefully.

That is all.