I'd prefer Christmas to be a happy time of the year rather than the way it's going right now. We should be appreciating rather than hating. I'm not satisfied with myself. I really need 2009 to get here already. I'm so over 2008.

Things have been changing. I don't exactly know how to explain it.. I'm losing interest. Fast. I'm getting really scared. Why do I keep jumping? Nothing works out like that.

I need to get my priorities straight again.