I don't know how else I can say this. I can't say it to your face, you'll find a way to twist my words. I know you never read my blogs ever since that one summer, but maybe you'll find this one day. What happened to us? We used to be inseparable. We hung out constantly. Pretty much to the point where my mom would always wonder how we were able to keep a conversation since we talked 24/7. I backed you up, and you backed me up. I was there for you during family issues, and you were there for mine. Now, we barely talk at all. I always try to somehow give you the benefit of the doubt. I tell myself you're just busy with school and all. I don't even know. It's sad to say that I've only known my best friends now for one or two years when we've been "best friends" ever since the seventh grade. I may sound overdramatic right now, but it's just how I'm feeling. I know, people change. I just wish we didn't.

It's 12:27 AM as I'm writing this blog out. I should be sleeping considering I have 2 choir performances tomorrow. I'm stressed out as hell. Thankfully, I'm done with mostly everything that's due this week. I just have to write my FHS essay. Hopefully, it won't take too much time. It's only getting harder to fake it. I'm done.

Today's just not that good of a day for anyone, huh?
I'm trying to stay optimistic, I promise.