it sucks.

It sucks when the guy you've completely fallen for doesn't think you have. It sucks when the guy's best friend is capable of ruining a relationship. It sucks when you have no power and must give in simply because you don't want to fight anymore. It sucks having things turned on you. It sucks not having trust. It sucks that making mistakes will stay with you forever. It sucks to be judged. It sucks to not be heard out. It sucks to try so hard at something, only to set yourself up for failure. It sucks to know so much, but know so little at the same time. But in complete honesty, it sucks to not be able to overcome all of this and simply have positive mentality when everything else is against you, including yourself.