siiiiigh..

Holding back a thousand tears that are just ready to fall from my eyes. The only thing stopping me? I know my own self-worth. I know I shouldn't be crying over something like this. I remember when I used to be the type of girl that didn't give a fuck. But now, look what you've done to me. You've broken me down subconsciously. I can't even make any close guy friends because it doesn't FEEL right to. I don't understand how you can do this so easily to me. Letting me hurt like this.. It sucks cause I can't even tell you how much my heart is hurting right now because you'll see it as me not believing that you care about me. I don't know what's happened to me, but you were able to turn me into such a vulnerable girl who now wears her heart on her sleeve for everyone to see.