FUCK IT!

This is the girl that cared what you thought, who wanted to always be your friend despite everything you put her through. She didn't care how much you abused her friendship, and she didn't care that you would blow her off for someone else. She was selfless. She put you in front of her own feelings. She taught herself how to hide her emotions; to always be the strong person you could turn to as proof that there are such things as super people. They give you their 100% all the time. She looks at everyone as if nothing has changed, that the friendships that were made were meant to stay that way forever. She was always trying to make everyone happy, even if that meant being unhappy herself.

This is who she is now. She's the type of girl who learned to give that "fuck it" attitude. Her eye bags getting worse and worse each and every day. She learned that she can't stay strong forever. She learned that the burdens she carries is too much for her. She learned that not all friendships last. She has become insecure. She doubts others and pushes them away, even if they're the ones who have always been looking out for her all along. She's tired of people proving her right and walking away. She stopped believing in promises. Her heart is becoming bitter with every stab it has taken. Now, she's learning to look out of herself. She's creating those barriers that only a few know how to break down.

Congratulations, you've all changed her.