Trained?

"I wanna go to the mall."
"Why?"
"Cause I CAN."
(HAHA! Plus, I need to go shopping.. Badly.)

Today was cool. It felt good to wake up at 8. Mm, yay for sleeping early! No school tomorrow. Aw shit, I'm supposed to have read Scarlett Letter. I better get switched out of that class by Tuesday or else I'm screwed. Uh, Bean got her first bath today! She was pretty good. Also, we left for church around 12:20, and when we got home around 3:15, she didn't pee or go poop in the house. I'm happy. She's potty training herself? Kinda, not really.

I need to go shopping.

Firsts.

(I don't wish at this time, but I have wished for you before.)

Damn, performing is so fun. I mean, I've performed before, but that was for choir. Performing a routine for fssj is something totally different. I love it. Making new friends is fun too :)

So, to make things short, I earned my mom's trust back. I asked her if I could take out the car for a quick run to Petco to buy a few things for Bean. I called her when I got there and when I left. I think she likes it better that way. I'll do that from now on.

Hell Begins.

Today was the first day of school, and I'm pretty disappointed, yet okay at the same time. I got my schedule. There's something wrong with almost all of my classes. I'm in second period honors English when I'm supposed to be in choir. I have no science, which means I have no zero period. Having no zero period = no ride to school. I don't even know what I'm gonna do. I bet I'm just gonna have to go to school early. Laaame. Swear tho, I hate Logan.

P.S. Bean has her first check up today!

Welcome to the Family

AHHHH! :) So today at around 3:45, I picked up Kaitlyn and we went to the PuppyLove Adoption place. We saw the most gorgeous Pomeranian puppy there. I fell so in love with her that I ended up buying her at the end of the day. Here's a picture so you could fall in love with Vanilla Bean too!

Her eyes are just beautiful. :)

Too Loud.

I swear, my mom better not have another high school reunion at our house. I think I might just shoot myself. I have a hectic schedule tomorrow that starts bright and early. They know that and they still decide to scream, yell, and drink. Siiigh, if I wake anyone up tomorrow with my 8AM alarm, they better not complain. Whaatevah.

Quickie!

So, I'm supposed to be cleaning right now, but I'm taking a break to update anyone who reads this. Sit back, relax, and enjoy reading! :)

The beginning of this week went by kinda suck-ish-ly. It got better and better tho. Link crew was on Wednesday. I swear, it kinda made me not wanna have kids. HAHA! That night, I had a really good talk with Pimentel. It started out with us being sad, pissed off, angry, and frustrated, but in the end, we were all happy and excited. Warning: Be careful and keep your eyes open for us next year. Mwahaha!

Yesterday was chill for the most part. Jay, Kevin, and Jericho came over to work on the backyard for moolah around 2:40. They did pretty good. We hung out in the house doing whatever. It was funny tho, especially when we went to clean up the plums and stuff. HAHA! Daaamn, I hope we don't get caught for that. =X Anyway, we ate Taco Bell with delicious Frutista Freezes. I didn't know those were so good! Then, we went to my room to wait for the ABDC finale. The Sonics commercial came on. We planned to have a roadtrip on Tuesday. Yeaaah huh! Jay and Jericho had to go, so Kevin dropped them off and came back to watch the finale with me. SUPERCR3W won, suckaas. They hella deserved it. Happy happy happy. Kevin left. Went online. Had a phone talk with MHM. Good talk tho. Forreal. Mix, don't forget to let Hamed listen to the recording! HAHAHAA! ... Med. HAHAHA! Sorry. Inside joke.

Time for me to get cleaning again.
I'M HAVING FUN CLEANING MY ROOM EVEN MORE. Seriously tho.

Junior year theme.

Since everything that happened this summer ended with a bust, I decided to have a main theme this year. My theme? FOCUS. Focus on school, choir, and fssj. That's it. Nothing else.

Kay. G'night.

Long blogs.

You're just like the other guys.

Anyway, my weekend was fun! Rehearsal was good, but my legs are really sore. Learned two new routines. It was extended till 1:30PM, but it's all good. It was worth it. Got dropped off at Great America afterwards to chill with Kevin and Jay. I hella only rode on one ride the whole day, and it was that Delta Flyer thing, which carries you across the park. HAHAHA! Saw Eric randomly. Ate KFC and then went back into the park to watch Endless Summer! The ending was best, like forreal. Remind me to go take you to watch it with me if we ever go to Great America together! :) Went to the cousin's house. We watched Step Up 2. Jay and I went to go drop Kevin off at his house. Went to sleep.

Today was pretty cool too. Eric and Kaitlyn showed up at Jay's house and we ate out for lunch at this Pho place. Yuum! Then, we went to Helene's house. She has sucha cute doggy! All excited and everything. We said bye and we went to Union Landing. Talked for a bit, Eric applied for jobs. I had to go home to go to church so they dropped me off. There was a cute boy sitting in front of me. He kept turning around.. Awkward.. Anyway, went out to eat at this Japanese place. Then, I took the car, picked up Jay and Jericho and we watched Tropic Thunder. Holy crap, most random shit ever. Ate In-N-Out, picked up food at BK for Jay's family. Dropped them off. Went home. I got home twenty minutes before curfew. Fun!

This is long again.
Peaaaaaace.

Freakshow.

I MISS YOU! Can we talk again soon? :(

I have rehearsal tomorrow from 10AM - 1PM, as usual. Then, I'm gonna get dropped off at Great America to spend the day at my aunt's company picnic. Yuuum, free food! This would be my third weekend in a row going to Great America. (That sentence has really bad grammar, but I'm too lazy to go back to fix it.) Anyway, I wonder if I'll see a certain boy there. We'll see.

Anyway, my dreams have been really crazy lately. It's so insane to me! I can't get over the fact that he was in three out of four of my dreams this week. I don't even remember the first two, but last night's dream was just intense. I woke up doing what I was doing last in my dream. WEIRD.

Having my license is really bad. HAHA! I picked up Mix at around 11 and dropped by Jay's house to surprise him. We made a useless run to Tapioca Express, and I had to drop Jay back home. Mix and I went to my house, and Hamed calls and tells me to go with him to Seafood City. We stayed there for a little bit, and I drove all of us to my house. Hung out for a while, then I dropped Hamed off at BART and went home. Damn, I broke the law so many times today. That's hella bad. Don't be like me!

To all the people going to Rock the Bells tomorrow, I am really, really, jealous. I wanted to go soo badly. Siigh, I regret not buying tickets, but hey, I'm already busy, so it's not like I could've gone anyway. Hopefully, I'll be able to go next year. Yay for positive mentality with a side of faith!

This blog is too long for my liking. Kbye!

Accomplishment.

So, NM's not closing after all. Good thing my thoughts didn't get too personal, although, it was heading in that direction. Siiigh, just in the nick of time too.

Guess who's LICENSED! :) Just got it today and I'm already breaking the law left and right. HAHA! Oh well, it was worth it. I'm happy that I spent my first adventure with MHM and Andrew (?), but not really since we just parked in front of his house and stayed in the car. I'm gonna miss you DadGrandpa! Have fun camping and everything! :)

Okay, one more thing before I go.. That boy is too cute for his own good. Get transferred to Logan next year! ;)

100!

This would be my 100th post on this site. Oh, how I love to blog.

Anyway, the main reason why I'm blogging right now is because I just remembered that I have some very interesting news to tell the world. Well, just the people who actually read my blogs, but that's not even a lot of people. They're people who actually matter to me, so if you're reading this, I LOVE YOU! :) Haha, I'm weird. I'm getting off topic now. Anyway, the latest "gossip" is that incoming juniors and seniors from Newark Memorial, American, and Washington are being transferred to Logan due to the overcrowding at their school. I find it kind of ridiculous considering Logan's way too crowded as it is now. I'm also hearing that the minimum class size is thirty-five per room. Wow, there's gonna be a lot of body heat. On the brighter note, there's a possibility that there will be cute boys going to Logan for once! HAHAHA! Dang, next year better be fun.

Wow, I'm actually getting excited for school now. P.S. Peppermint and I have a D.T.I. dress code for the first week of school. Oooh heeey! ;)

A little warning to people getting transferred: You're gonna hate Logan.

Damn.

NM is closing. I can't believe it. I got so attached to it.

You IMed me last night. You seriously need to stop surprising me.

Contemplating.

Don't think; just do.

1:20AM:
Sooo anyway, I didn't think and did. No response, and for some reason, I'm completely fine, no, fantastic about it. I'm kinda proud of myself actually.



I think I just discovered my own self-worth.

Curiosity.

Is it weird that I don't like writing long blogs, but I love reading others'?
Are you going to be any different?
Did you ever lie to me to look cool?
Do you honestly believe that I'm gonna let you off the hook just like that?
Am I ever going to go back to school shopping?
Who are you?
Why did you exaggerate things?
I wonder when it's gonna happen..
Why do I always spend my weekends in San Jose?
Did Logan mess up my schedule this year again?
Why'd you randomly text me?

Is it weird that the main reason why I can't fall asleep is because I keep asking myself a bunch of questions like this?

You Got Me.

This pretty much sums it up for me.

Mix made me wanna write one:

Gooodbye Summer '08, it's been.. unexpected.
Let's try going through this year correctly.

- Get my act together.
- STOP procrastinating and cutting.
- Actually study.
- Try getting a 4.0 (Like freshman year)
- Stay dedicated to choir and FSSJ.
- No distractions.
- Stay in shape since P.E. is gone.
- Don't waste time.

Mm, I guess that's all for now. I think I wanna go to Logan to change my schedule. The fact that I'm taking physics for absolutely no reason kind of scares me. Maybe I'll just take ecology or something.. APUSH.. I'm scared of that too.

Hell no, you're not about to do that shit.
Nope, not while I'm around.
Watch your back, asshole.

Just a silly girl with her head in the clouds.